Snow Day

Isnt it funny how a snow day makes your mind turn to mush? When its snowing outside I cant seem to get any work done, I cant focus, and I just want to curl up in bed. I dont particularly like to play in it, because of that whole cold and wet thing, but it sure is pretty to watch from my warm bed!!

Today was an emotional day for me. I have a stressful situation at work and my heart is racing nonstop about what is going on. Im constantly worried about this issue and I cant wait for it to be resolved. It literally makes me want to throw up to think about it.

At least today my boss was kind enough to let me leave early and take advantage of this snow day, and I even talked Kellen into calling in today and spend the afternoon with me, which was really nice. Our counseling sessions have been going really well and we have tried really hard to make sure we are having fun together. Today, Kellen actually wrote my name in the snow with his pee!! good idea in theory, implementation was horrible!! It was the grossest thing that I have seen in a looooong time! and then my imitation of how he looked swiveling his hips and holding his thang while he was doing it was even funnier, both of us laughed for like five minutes!

So, this afternoon I spent most of my time on the couch watching Criminal Minds and knitting the baby blanket that I am working on! It was magnificent! It was mindless, it helped me get the work situation out of my thoughts for a while. Which was good, because I can let that worry melo to death. I think its really stupid and I cant even imagine the motivation behind it. UGH.

I really think I am going to repaint the living room and hopefully our bedroom sometime this summer. When Rebekah moves out we will put our furniture in that room, and then get new furniture for us, YES! Of course, all that means is that I can spend a LOT of money in my head, way before I actually have it. hee hee :)

Today I was watching a news segment about a cop who was speeding to help another cop and a girl darted out in front of him, and she was killed instantly. Well, now he is being prosecuted for reckless homicide. This really stirred up some emotion for me because how can a pillar of the community who had a horrible accident be prosecuted like this? I just cant even imagine how that guy must be feeling. He already has to deal with the guilt of killing an eleven year old girl, and now he is going on public trial, to an audience of the whole country now that this story is generating steam.... this could so easily happen to anyone!! By the way, the man's name is Ron Killings... Ironic.