Internalizing...

It has become obvious to me that I may speak a little too much... just in general. Maybe a little mystique would do me well?

I tend to overshare... I just say what I think, when I think it. If I find a funny situation, I repeat it, and enjoy it all over again. I laugh not only to myself but to everyone, and while I really like doing this, I think I might need to turn it down a notch.

I am not sure if this was part of some developmental stage that I missed out on... if it is an immature characteristic, or a personality flaw.. but I am going to give it a whirl, and try to internalize a little bit more. It seems like it would only serve me well. Maybe sometimes I shouldnt show all of my cards?

I know it is going to be difficult for me because I like to be an open book. (Kellen hates that, he is more of a semi-cracked book) I will have to use a filter, which is also difficult... but I think I can do it. I just need to establish a habit out of it.

At least I put it in writing... shoot, this blog is a testament to my oversharing tendencies. I could keep a journal and show noone (which I still do for the stuff I would never allow to be posted...) but typing is less difficult than writing, and journaling makes me feel like I am twelve again. (I journaled a LOT back then... my counselor was upset when I told her I had tossed them all out... who wants to see the tear stained pages of my adolesence??)

Again, oversharing... UGH. I have to stop this! :) Wish me luck! I will need it!