Grinchy Christmas Eve

Yesterday I was really foul... tired and cranky from traveling, and I officially became my mom when I didnt get the present I wanted... not my proudest moment. The thing is, I just really couldnt help it! I felt like such a B, which I was being, and I feel really bad about it.

I am feeling better today, thank goodness. amazing what a little sleep will do! which speaking of sleep, last night I dreamt that Nannie and Popo were getting remarried in a hotel in Vegas, and they had a "special high rollers" suite, where no one could get in normally... and Nannie and Popo kept trying to ditch us so we couldnt see their secret pimp suite, but I was able to follow them behind a secret door in the wall of the hotel store because an earring propped the door open.. so I followed them and discovered a pimp suite of my own! I fell asleep there with baby Camryn until right when the wedding started to happen! Everyone was rushing around like crazy, and helping Nannie get ready to walk down the aisle again... it was really weird. BUT, to compound the strangeness, earlier in the dream i had gone to the doctor where they told me I was pregnant with twins, a boy and a girl... so we went to do the ultrasound, and that is when we found out that there was actually only one baby, one that was malformed, and the doctor told me that this baby wasnt going to make it and to come back on Friday so it could be taken care of... the whole dream I was going through all the emotions of finding out I was pregnant, then having it all taken away! It was horrible!